Members of the British Empire Crew only~
just when I thought I was going to fall I felt my feet leave the ground and I yelped softly in pain as Felix picked me up but nodded "o...okay" i whispered my voice hoarse and I grabbed the gun my hands shaking faintly from fear and the cold. Forcing myself to focus I looked around and started shooting anyone who wasn't apart of our crew but stopped as the captain ordered it
I heard a dull thud as Taylor hit the deck and the gun fell from my hands as I flinched. My body shook softly in silent sobs but no tears fell down my face anymore. I wanted to give into the darkness and numbness that had started to cloud my mind but I didn't, I kept fighting off the unconsciousness although I didn't have the strength to do it for much longer. I was beaten and bleeding and cold, I didn't have the strength to stand yet alone do anything else.
I watched as Felix ran and held Emilia, I didn't like Felix in that way but either way it hurt, Emilia had Felix, Taylor had the captain... I had no one, I was alone, I was always alone . I leaned against the wall and shivered in the cold and winched in the dull constant pain that my body was always in and moving even a inch made it intensify. my eyes started to close and sounds faded in and out around me.
The cut I had from the bullet was scabbed over but had started to get infected now and wasn't helping anything and I had started to get a faint fever. with the pain and cold added to everything I fell sideways to the ground, soon hitting the cold wood underneath me, I was numb now, the pain and cold didn't register as my eyes closed and I finally gave into the unconsciousness, I knew I would wake up soon but for now it was a break, a break away from the pain.